Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Love is for everyone….



Love is for everyone….

Love is for someone who deserves it

Love also can be give to the one that are chosen.

Sometimes love is not to be taken

And love can be cruel


We must love God, our country and parents.

My love is for my faith.

My love is for my family

My love is for my Fumi- Chan

My love is for my porshe

My love is for my trustworthy friends

My love is for my arashi

My love is for someone who will accompany me. Maybe he is the one who always in my dream or just some guy that always hang around and an acquaintance of me or a totally stranger .

Pray for my love..aminn...

Friday, May 7, 2010

ASMARA yang mengkeDANA

WTH with tajuk kt atas?..haha

Asmaradana adalah cerita cinta bersegi-segi di antara Amran – Azizah, Azizah - Amran - Fariz, Mimi -Amran, fariz - Azizah dan lain-lain. Cinta ayah-ayah diorang tak payah tulis la sebab lagi bertambah complicated..hehe. masih mengekalkan konsep perbezaan darjat. Tetapi perbezaan darjat ini berbeza kerana ia memberi mesej bahawa semuanya terletak pada kekuasan Allah SWT. Pasangan kekasih itu tidak bersalah. Mereka tidak buat apa-apa melainkan menyintai satu sama lain. Tetapi keadaan yang menyebabkan mereka terpisah. Keadaan yang telah dirancang oleh penulisnya..hehe.. dan oh, cerita yang banyak sekali scene mati dan kalau boleh semua watak akan meninggalkan set drama.episod-episod akhir lagi bertambah dramatik kerana produser semak melihat ramai pelakon di set..haha <--ramalan semata-mata..

Garapan ceritanya buat aku kesian pada Amran. Dia berubah menjadi jahat kerana cintanya pada Azizah. Dan Azizah juga tidak boleh disalahkan kerana Amran yang melepaskannya dan scene ketika Azizah merayu membawanya bersama itu adalah sebenarnya titik tolak penyudah kepada hubungan mereka. Tiada jodoh. Amran berfikir dengan waras apabila tidak mahu membawa Azizah bersama. ia kerana tidak mahu dia diapa-apakan. Pengalaman melihat ayah dan ibunya meninggal sudah cukup menakutkan dia untuk kehilangan Azizah atas sebab yang sama. Tetapi apabila Amran memutuskan mahu membawa Azizah bersama..aku tak boleh tahannnnn………kerana ia sudah terlambat..
don't cry Amran..be strong

Segala yang terjadi di dalam drama ini bersebab. Amran membawa diri bersebab. Azizah memulakan hidup baru kerana Amran yang meninggalkannya dan sebab itu sudah cukup untuk dia menerima cinta suaminya. Ibu Tengku Saiful tidak menerima emaknya juga bersebab. Anaknya juga agak kurang hajar sebenarnya dan ia juga bersebab..haha.. watak Norish Karman adalah favourite aku..hehe.. kejam dan jahat tetapi kelakar sebab andaian-andaian yang dibuatnya kelihatan begitu spontan dan bersahaja…sayang cacat pulak last2..huhu


Watak Fariz disukai dan disanjung ramai kerana kebaikannya. Tapi bagi aku, aku tak boleh menerima wataknya kerana ia seperti kurang unsur realistik. Masih ada ke orang yang tidur pakai baju melayu( ada pda…!! Ooo..ada ke?) suami yang baik tetapi mujurlah wataknya diselamatkan apabila ada unsur-unsur jealous dan curiga di dalam dirinya. Masih human sebenarnya Fariz ini…Tapi aku masih tidak menggemari wataknya..hahaha (bias okay..)

Entry ini ditulis lebih kurang sejam sebelum ending iaitu pada pukul 9.15 malam. Aku tak tau apa kesudahannya. Aku cuma boleh berimaginasi mungkin Amran mahu membunuh Azizah kerana mereka tidak boleh bersama, dan mungkin juga Azizah dengan terang- terang mengatakan tidak boleh menerima Amran kembali( sambil memangku Fariz yang dah terkulai mati..hek2)atau mungkin Amran berjalan ke tengah jalan selepas mendengar luahan hati Azizah yang sanggup mati untuk Fariz dan mahu membunuh diri….cahaya menerangi wajah Amran dan, kebabom..!! berserta jeritan Azizah memanggil Amran. ..
Walau apa pun endingnya, Aku mengharapkan ending yang best kerana cerita ini merupakan cerita yang dapat buat aku hooked after Kekasihku seru.

Edit selepas jam 11 malam : terlampau rushing..predictable but worthy. Boleh dimaafkan kerana nampak sangat production nak habiskan dalam masa yang telah ditetapkan.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

5 X 10 memory

1. If ‘thank you’ is a person, they will really proud coz arashi mention them about zillion times.

2. Maybe sho imagine/halusinasi that I was at upper floor. Coz he really care about them..i mean a lot during concert..notakaki : diari fangirl chapter 1.1 n i think i should change my surname to Tokyo coz he love to said it..hihi.. notakaki : diari fangirl chapter 1.2

3. Sho is very 'panas'! And his performance was the 1st performance that I didn’t bother to look at subtitles at all ( I have a habit to read whatever the subtitles or words appear on screen. maybe too much watching drama and series?)…


chumelllll…… notakaki : diari fangirl chapter 2

4. Jun love kokuritsu too much..until I got sick of his yell, kokuritsuuuu!!’ – oh…maybe their script was like that..ohh they have a script? jun’s part was only kokuritsu? Haha..

5. Love aiba’s solo performance..catchy and full of energy.

6. This concert is simple than the previous one. Maybe becoz of this time, the objective was to express their gratitude to fans.

7. Where is we can make it? They didn’t sang it right? Or maybe I forgot coz half of the show, I’m completely out of mind because of sho’s fault! notakaki : diary fangirl chapter 3

8. Why the moving stage only moved at the end of the concert?

9. I thought aiba forgot about his costume again. But no one mention it during the MC. So he is clear!haha


10. Jun was late!haha…and we can see Sho looking for Jun. .sho baby.. you seem didn’t do very well in hiding your expression, do you? notakaki : diari fangirl chapter 4


11. And then our prince/diva cum MJ come out like nothing happen…haha..look sho, you just have to learn from our drag queen…err I mean our king. notakaki : diari fangirl chapter 5


12. Nino! Your sissy hand! Someone please bind him with bandage or whatever that you got there. I rather watch his hand like that than like mak hayam shopping kat supermarket.

13. When Ohno come out during his solo, I scream because I totally forgot that he sung that song. but I love his take me faraway more…

14. I will take back my ranking for the best dancer in arashi. Early I place sho/jun in the same position but after watch his solo, I immediately change my mind..thank you jun for made my 4th place didn’t empty anymore! notakaki : diari fangirl chapter 6


what do you think? jazz or gayah performance?? errr....

15. Nino’s speech was long ekk. Probably his idea turun mencurah-curah

16. Love to watch Nino take care of his member when they take turn sliding at the stage.


17. Tomodonaigara will be my favourite song after this..huhu